My running away story…
One of my initial experiences with the medicine was so terrifying that I actually ran away from Peru!
After three amazing weeks in Peru participating in a plant dieta with the sacred medicine of Tobacco, plant baths, and several ceremonies with Ayahuasca, I had a powerful experience with the cactus San Pedro. This experience left me shaken and brought up one of my deepest fears from childhood to the surface. The fear of being trapped.
I felt powerless, paranoid and like I was going to die out in the jungle all by myself. What if no one could find me. In my delusional state, I was convinced that the people at the centre were going to trap me and never let me return home.
The visions I saw, the feelings I felt and the thoughts that were racing through my mind were so intense that I lost the capacity to differentiate my fears from reality. I was convinced that I had made a terrible mistake and desperately wanted to get back to my husband and children even though the people in charge of the retreat advised me I was not in the right frame of mind to leave.
That was the worst night of my life. I stayed up all night reciting every prayer I ever learned as a child asking God to protect me and keep me safe. The next morning I left the centre where I was staying, leaving behind all my belongings and boarded a flight home with just my passport and some cash.
It took me many months to recover from this experience and lots of support to integrate this experience. In the aftermath, I learned just how much this pattern of running away had consumed my life. The plant medicine had just brought it up to the surface for me to confront and heal.
With guidance and a greater understanding I finally went back to working with the medicine again. This time I was prepared. I knew how to make sense of my experience. In the years since then, plant medicine has become one of my greatest teachers giving me a direct experience of the things I need to face, understand and heal.
I am grateful to the spirit of Mother Ayahuasca for the incredible healing and changes in my life. She continues to be my guide and teacher.
Our focus is the integration of your retreat to your real life at home.
The opportunity for profound transformation comes from skillfully taking action to make the necessary changes in your life and lifestyle. The coaching and support you receive will create space to guide you through this process.
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I use a variety of body and mind based approaches in my work including EFT, Faster EFT, Mindfulness, NLP, Hypnosis etc. If you’d like learn more about me and my qualifications, click here. I also live the lessons in my own life.
My greatest qualifications come from being an ongoing student of the medicine and being willing to let go of everything I “know,” so that I can draw insights from a place of wisdom. This was a humbling lesson I was taught by the medicine.
Imagine all the amazing ways your life can change once you apply your insights to your life.
I know you might be feeling open, vulnerable and afraid trying to make sense of your experiences.
What kept me returning to the medicine was the incredible changes in my own life that even my friends and family couldn’t help but notice. My entire life changed for the better in every possible way once I started living the lessons and insights I was given.
I created this offering to answer a call to be of service. I know first hand what it feels like to come from the jungle that is the amazon to the concrete jungle of our modern world and struggle with finding a new place where I fit in.
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